Monday, November 5, 2007

Why can't I enjoy a good day?

Its the stress-est day in my whole life and it, unfortunately, falls on my birthday. I guess this is all part of life and I'm just one of the unfortunate souls to have met this kind of people and go through this stressful period in my life.

Now that to think of it, its the first time I'm so stress up, since if I can take it I won't even complain. Tests and exams are waaaay better than what I'm facing now...but it'll all be over after this Friday (...hope so...). I really hate the feeling of something that is terrible gone this second and haunts you the next. Heh, I guess I totally lost it this time. Hope its not my limit as I know the worst have always yet to come.

Words can be such powerful weapons that I realise that individual and myself have been using it in our conversations, almost everytime when we don't meet face to face. Its like in Death Note between Kira and L, but at that time I don't feel how stressful it is to be talking like this everytime...Also, saying something which you want is important, and its bad not to speak up. However, the selection of words to be use is another thing. Say the wrong word and you lose the game.

Currently awaiting for my 'opponent' to make a move...For those who understand,good. For those who do not, learn it the hard way.

Axel blogged at 10:17 PM